tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29977570526700886782024-03-08T16:19:53.645-08:00Ultimate DreamerUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2997757052670088678.post-46657381940052356392011-07-21T17:41:00.000-07:002011-07-21T17:41:58.711-07:00The Rock<span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">I'm rigid, I'm rough,</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">I could be smooth.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">I'm without emotion.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Without <b>emotion</b>? How could that be? I feel things.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Like a rock, I crack under pressure.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">I change over time due to exfoliation and the many lessons human interaction has forced me to learn.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">I am defined by my flaws. I am far from perfect, I am <b>human.</b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Do you even have an idea how useful a rock is?</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">I'm the one</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"> you sit on when all the seats are taken.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">The same one you <b>l</b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><b>ean</b> on when the world gives you a cold shoulder. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><b>I am the stepping stone to greatness. </b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">The one who makes the difference.</span><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">They say that what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Well, I'm as hard as it gets.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">The Rock</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2997757052670088678.post-10449725292646881832011-06-19T06:24:00.000-07:002011-06-19T06:24:49.650-07:00Takers<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; mso-layout-grid-align: none; tab-stops: 18.0pt 36.0pt 54.0pt 72.0pt 90.0pt 108.0pt 126.0pt 144.0pt 162.0pt 180.0pt 198.0pt 216.0pt 234.0pt 252.0pt 270.0pt 288.0pt 306.0pt 324.0pt 342.0pt 360.0pt 378.0pt 396.0pt 414.0pt 432.0pt 450.0pt 468.0pt 486.0pt 504.0pt 522.0pt 540.0pt 558.0pt 576.0pt; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: "Segoe Print"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Segoe Print";">I am <b>not</b> a taker. I rarely take. I appreciate what people do for me, but i never ask for anything, no matter how small it is. Im usually at the other end of the table. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; mso-layout-grid-align: none; tab-stops: 18.0pt 36.0pt 54.0pt 72.0pt 90.0pt 108.0pt 126.0pt 144.0pt 162.0pt 180.0pt 198.0pt 216.0pt 234.0pt 252.0pt 270.0pt 288.0pt 306.0pt 324.0pt 342.0pt 360.0pt 378.0pt 396.0pt 414.0pt 432.0pt 450.0pt 468.0pt 486.0pt 504.0pt 522.0pt 540.0pt 558.0pt 576.0pt; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: "Segoe Print"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Segoe Print";"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; mso-layout-grid-align: none; tab-stops: 18.0pt 36.0pt 54.0pt 72.0pt 90.0pt 108.0pt 126.0pt 144.0pt 162.0pt 180.0pt 198.0pt 216.0pt 234.0pt 252.0pt 270.0pt 288.0pt 306.0pt 324.0pt 342.0pt 360.0pt 378.0pt 396.0pt 414.0pt 432.0pt 450.0pt 468.0pt 486.0pt 504.0pt 522.0pt 540.0pt 558.0pt 576.0pt; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: "Segoe Print"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Segoe Print";">I give. or at least i think i do.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; mso-layout-grid-align: none; tab-stops: 18.0pt 36.0pt 54.0pt 72.0pt 90.0pt 108.0pt 126.0pt 144.0pt 162.0pt 180.0pt 198.0pt 216.0pt 234.0pt 252.0pt 270.0pt 288.0pt 306.0pt 324.0pt 342.0pt 360.0pt 378.0pt 396.0pt 414.0pt 432.0pt 450.0pt 468.0pt 486.0pt 504.0pt 522.0pt 540.0pt 558.0pt 576.0pt; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: "Segoe Print"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Segoe Print";"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; mso-layout-grid-align: none; tab-stops: 18.0pt 36.0pt 54.0pt 72.0pt 90.0pt 108.0pt 126.0pt 144.0pt 162.0pt 180.0pt 198.0pt 216.0pt 234.0pt 252.0pt 270.0pt 288.0pt 306.0pt 324.0pt 342.0pt 360.0pt 378.0pt 396.0pt 414.0pt 432.0pt 450.0pt 468.0pt 486.0pt 504.0pt 522.0pt 540.0pt 558.0pt 576.0pt; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: "Segoe Print"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Segoe Print";">i give a lot, maybe even too much. When i was younger i used to love Luke 6:38 from the good book. It says <b>"Give and it will come back to you, good measures, press down and running over"</b>. I put this verse in my right hand and worked with it daily. 6 days out of the week, giving is a good thing. You can never go wrong with giving. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; mso-layout-grid-align: none; tab-stops: 18.0pt 36.0pt 54.0pt 72.0pt 90.0pt 108.0pt 126.0pt 144.0pt 162.0pt 180.0pt 198.0pt 216.0pt 234.0pt 252.0pt 270.0pt 288.0pt 306.0pt 324.0pt 342.0pt 360.0pt 378.0pt 396.0pt 414.0pt 432.0pt 450.0pt 468.0pt 486.0pt 504.0pt 522.0pt 540.0pt 558.0pt 576.0pt; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: "Segoe Print"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Segoe Print";"><br />
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</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; mso-layout-grid-align: none; tab-stops: 18.0pt 36.0pt 54.0pt 72.0pt 90.0pt 108.0pt 126.0pt 144.0pt 162.0pt 180.0pt 198.0pt 216.0pt 234.0pt 252.0pt 270.0pt 288.0pt 306.0pt 324.0pt 342.0pt 360.0pt 378.0pt 396.0pt 414.0pt 432.0pt 450.0pt 468.0pt 486.0pt 504.0pt 522.0pt 540.0pt 558.0pt 576.0pt; text-autospace: none;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Segoe Print';">I recently gave too much[is there such a thing?]. When it comes to a part of yourself, yes there is. The worst thing about giving a part of yourself is; as soon as you make that decision to share a piece of you with someone, its gone. And you cant take it back. This time, i gave for the wrong reasons. I usually do things for people, or give people things out of good nature or because they needed help, but never because i wanted something in return. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; mso-layout-grid-align: none; tab-stops: 18.0pt 36.0pt 54.0pt 72.0pt 90.0pt 108.0pt 126.0pt 144.0pt 162.0pt 180.0pt 198.0pt 216.0pt 234.0pt 252.0pt 270.0pt 288.0pt 306.0pt 324.0pt 342.0pt 360.0pt 378.0pt 396.0pt 414.0pt 432.0pt 450.0pt 468.0pt 486.0pt 504.0pt 522.0pt 540.0pt 558.0pt 576.0pt; text-autospace: none;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Segoe Print';"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; mso-layout-grid-align: none; tab-stops: 18.0pt 36.0pt 54.0pt 72.0pt 90.0pt 108.0pt 126.0pt 144.0pt 162.0pt 180.0pt 198.0pt 216.0pt 234.0pt 252.0pt 270.0pt 288.0pt 306.0pt 324.0pt 342.0pt 360.0pt 378.0pt 396.0pt 414.0pt 432.0pt 450.0pt 468.0pt 486.0pt 504.0pt 522.0pt 540.0pt 558.0pt 576.0pt; text-autospace: none;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Segoe Print';">That was my mistake today. I gave, not out of kindness or because it was needed, but because i wanted something in return...Mistake Number 1.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; mso-layout-grid-align: none; tab-stops: 18.0pt 36.0pt 54.0pt 72.0pt 90.0pt 108.0pt 126.0pt 144.0pt 162.0pt 180.0pt 198.0pt 216.0pt 234.0pt 252.0pt 270.0pt 288.0pt 306.0pt 324.0pt 342.0pt 360.0pt 378.0pt 396.0pt 414.0pt 432.0pt 450.0pt 468.0pt 486.0pt 504.0pt 522.0pt 540.0pt 558.0pt 576.0pt; text-autospace: none;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Segoe Print';"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; mso-layout-grid-align: none; tab-stops: 18.0pt 36.0pt 54.0pt 72.0pt 90.0pt 108.0pt 126.0pt 144.0pt 162.0pt 180.0pt 198.0pt 216.0pt 234.0pt 252.0pt 270.0pt 288.0pt 306.0pt 324.0pt 342.0pt 360.0pt 378.0pt 396.0pt 414.0pt 432.0pt 450.0pt 468.0pt 486.0pt 504.0pt 522.0pt 540.0pt 558.0pt 576.0pt; text-autospace: none;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Segoe Print';">GREED. i think that's what they call it. Greed. Even the word seems evil.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; mso-layout-grid-align: none; tab-stops: 18.0pt 36.0pt 54.0pt 72.0pt 90.0pt 108.0pt 126.0pt 144.0pt 162.0pt 180.0pt 198.0pt 216.0pt 234.0pt 252.0pt 270.0pt 288.0pt 306.0pt 324.0pt 342.0pt 360.0pt 378.0pt 396.0pt 414.0pt 432.0pt 450.0pt 468.0pt 486.0pt 504.0pt 522.0pt 540.0pt 558.0pt 576.0pt; text-autospace: none;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Segoe Print';"><br />
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</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; mso-layout-grid-align: none; tab-stops: 18.0pt 36.0pt 54.0pt 72.0pt 90.0pt 108.0pt 126.0pt 144.0pt 162.0pt 180.0pt 198.0pt 216.0pt 234.0pt 252.0pt 270.0pt 288.0pt 306.0pt 324.0pt 342.0pt 360.0pt 378.0pt 396.0pt 414.0pt 432.0pt 450.0pt 468.0pt 486.0pt 504.0pt 522.0pt 540.0pt 558.0pt 576.0pt; text-autospace: none;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Segoe Print';">- I wrote that a while ago. Thought i'd share it.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2997757052670088678.post-69522685405631653812011-06-19T06:19:00.000-07:002011-06-19T06:19:44.849-07:00Dates.<span style="font-family: "Segoe Print"; font-size: 11.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-CA; mso-bidi-font-family: "Segoe Print"; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-latin;">Remember them, cherish them, hold them close to your heart, but keep one thing in mind. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Segoe Print"; font-size: 11.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-CA; mso-bidi-font-family: "Segoe Print"; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-latin;">For example, 22/11/1963, the day JFK </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Segoe Print';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 17px;">died. By all means an iconic day, it changed the course of American history, but almost fifty years down the line, NO ONE CARES. You might think you do [patriotic?] but you really don't. what you do care about is getting through the next week without a relapse [alcoholic], or how much studying you have to do to pass that test.</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Segoe Print'; font-size: 15px; line-height: 17px;">Simply put: days come and go, its up to you to decide if you should stay with the days gone by, or move on.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Segoe Print'; font-size: 15px; line-height: 17px;">I used to remember days (or dates)</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Segoe Print'; font-size: 15px; line-height: 17px;"> and i still do, its part of what is holding me back.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Segoe Print';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px; line-height: 17px;">BUT its time to let go...</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Segoe Print'; font-size: 15px; line-height: 17px;"><b>Here's to the Past</b>.</span><br />
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Change is good. It can only get better.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2997757052670088678.post-39386144364726145242011-06-02T23:48:00.000-07:002011-06-02T23:48:27.105-07:00Blogging.Ive been putting this off for a long time. Dont know why, its probably 'cause im not very good at it, dont really know how it works and all...but ill get there. Here's to my thoughts.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2997757052670088678.post-68743991888888715752011-05-26T20:31:00.000-07:002011-05-26T20:31:46.857-07:00Dreams.<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS';">I have had dreams and I have had nightmares, but I have conquered my nightmares because of my dreams - Jonas Salk.</span><br />
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